Thank you for helping me figure out what to do

Ok, so, I've been waiting a little while before I wrote this post. I was waiting to see what people thought I should do, because, well, I wasn't totally sure myself. Part of me felt bad and figured going to Blake would be the best thing and the other part of me wanted to stay away from him.

Now, though, it's been several days and people have unanimously voted that I should stay away from Blake. Thank you for that. Despite figuring that he'll come and find me at some point (most likely sooner rather than later) I'll wait until he comes and find me. At least that way I'll be able to prepare myself as much as I can and delay things for as long as possible.

Also, in general, I've been doing more research and, well...I'm not totally sure if I'll be ready to face Blake. I'm nervous about it. Part of me hopes Blake will just forget about me, but I know that won't happen. I also hope I'll be ready when he shows up. I worry I won't be, though. I hope I'm wrong.